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Laptop is still dead, so I’ve come onto campus early to say hi 🙂
“hi”
Warning: this is just going to be an incoherant mindrantthing.
As someone afraid of the dark and anxious in silence, the next few nights are going to be hard. I usually leave my laptop playing music very softly as I sleep – providing light from the screen and nice classical music. Last ngiht I used my mp3 player, but charging it takes hours, and I need it for using public transport, which also makes me nervous. So the next few nights, it appears i’ll be facing some of those fears and trying to get a good nights sleep; despite housemates coming home loudly at 4am.
I’m trying to think of it as a media retreat, with time and space to face these fears, but that doesn’t always feel comfortable (though I guess that’s the point).
If anyone else is having sleeping issues, I recommend this post by Havi 🙂
To those of you who attend Anderida Gorsedd; i’ll be there Sunday for Beltain. For the rest of you, I hope to be back on your screens in a week or so.
Take Care,
~Rose
Wings of Flight 
Sending hugs for the hard. I hope the nights go smoothly and quickly and your laptop is fixed before you know it.
I have a pretty good sized fear of bleachers and risers. They creek, and I feel wobbly on them. I feel like my legs just don’t want to carry me up them, and I hate how the rock when I walk up. I have this huge fear I am just going to fall through (even metal ones)! We had testing this week, for Freshman-Juniors. So Seniors (like me) were in the gym, and we sat on the bleachers. the best spots are up at the top where they actually connect to solid concert/building. The thing is the bleachers… Scare the crap out of me. I hate them. But I quickly run up and down to get done as fast as I can. Hoping that my legs wont notice that I am on them, and they wont get wobbly… We do what we have to though, to move on.